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Monday musings from your favorite Buddha belly……


So right now everything is in chaos. My husband started working on finishing the bathroom at the end of August and we started a new project of installing a drought tolerant garden for a client. Neither is complete but the client knew it would take this long as the husband only has limited time on the weekends. She’s happy with the progress but we feel pressured. Self pressure is the worst. We want everything to be perfect because we are the designers and builders. It’s like having a baby in a way. On top of all of that I have decided to reorganize the house because of the bathroom. This means everything is everywhere. I have also donated a lot of things I just don’t use. It’s a drag to shift shit around and then go through it while trying to do your daily stuff ie work and kids. And fucking? Well that has been very limited which makes me sad and I haven’t seen the lover in ages AGES which also makes me sad. Lets not even talk about painting or printing because that’s like a huge bubble ready to burst inside of me when I do. Oh well just keep breathing because my stress levels are up and so is my blood pressure. I was so proud of myself for getting myself off it and then wham! Even though I haven’t forgotten myself I wasn’t taking care of myself. Back to square one the practice of letting go.

Monday musings from your favorite Buddha belly……


So right now everything is in chaos. My husband started working on finishing the bathroom at the end of August and we started a new project of installing a drought tolerant garden for a client. Neither is complete but the client knew it would take this long as the husband only has limited time on the weekends. She’s happy with the progress but we feel pressured. Self pressure is the worst. We want everything to be perfect because we are the designers and builders. It’s like having a baby in a way. On top of all of that I have decided to reorganize the house because of the bathroom. This means everything is everywhere. I have also donated a lot of things I just don’t use. It’s a drag to shift shit around and then go through it while trying to do your daily stuff ie work and kids. And fucking? Well that has been very limited which makes me sad and I haven’t seen the lover in ages AGES which also makes me sad. Lets not even talk about painting or printing because that’s like a huge bubble ready to burst inside of me when I do. Oh well just keep breathing because my stress levels are up and so is my blood pressure. I was so proud of myself for getting myself off it and then wham! Even though I haven’t forgotten myself I wasn’t taking care of myself. Back to square one the practice of letting go.

Monday morning mugshot and maybe a little weirdness spellcheck wanted to make that word to weird mess which still applies.

Monday morning mugshot and maybe a little weirdness spellcheck wanted to make that word to weird mess which still applies.

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"Most people think happiness is about gaining something, but it’s not. It’s all about getting rid of the darkness you accumulate."

— Carolyn Crane (via rainydaysandblankets)

Yes

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Everything in little boxes. Except I can’t seem to stay in them.

foxesinbreeches:

Dream of the Fisherman’s Wife by Elisa Lazo de Valdez / Visioluxus

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brudesworld:

First Edition, 1951
The Nostalgia League
"We assume others show love the same way we do — and if they don’t, we worry it’s not there."

— (via sexy-soul)

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violetcobalt asked: hey me

so i have been mostly blogging here at violetcobalt. i just wanted to also say thank you to the multitudes of people that reached out to me this year due to my broken heart. i am happy to say its better not completely healed because of the trust and love that was betrayed its gonna take a long ass time for that to happen. so thank you. i am going to keep this blog but probably wont be as active. sorry for all the late messages i just answered too!

so sexy.
i wanna slap that bum and bite it.

so sexy.

i wanna slap that bum and bite it.

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Home made pizza with Roma’s and basil from the garden. It was yummy!

Home made pizza with Roma’s and basil from the garden. It was yummy!

I don’t want anybody else…..